Thursday, July 5, 2012

凌晨雨夜

相信你我都有那么样的经验吧。
下了一整夜的大雨却睡不着觉,懒洋洋地爬起来偷尝那来得突然的暴风雨。

它的肆虐安抚你的平静空间, 它的无情安定了你的心情。
路人好无助,交通看似不在乎。。。
凌晨的雨夜,来得突然也走得太快,走了也不懂何时它会回来, 那它也未必一去不回。
凌晨的午夜,宁静无比的休息站,挥走刚过的昨天,接待将近的明天。
暴风雨却把累透/平淡/精彩的人生点缀得格外生动,
徐徐的风,冷冷的气,慢慢地把你带回梦幻的尾声。

墙上的时钟。嘀嗒嘀嗒。



往日华文作文最爱提的这一篇,是否你我他都了得它的内涵?

那下一次记得捧杯热乎乎的巧克力,吸一吸这冷空气,
探索其意义,将勾起你无数的回忆。

品尝人生也许就是那么的简单。你将会懂它最原始的味道。

~比如说,换个环境,同样的雨夜你却身处在茂密的热带雨林,或是悠闲的乡下,
奥秘的古迹城, 度假海滩,人口爆满的都市,被折磨的世界。。。你是否还会那么样地品尝人生?

*还活着,是不是很侥幸?还是注定了?那活着的任务?

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

好想写一写

作:杰

啊,刚刚进入了24岁... 老了吧...

也不晓得还有多少个人会读我这小小角落的叙述.. 留个言吧,或许我会像以往那般更振作地分享...哈..
原来生活就是那么的茫然,转眼间时光又过了.前年离乡背井的一幕一幕还犹如昨天,看..写作能力也逊了许多,还有可能写错字!... 也许文笔不再那么悲凉,沉闷.那也不意味生活是嘻嘻哈哈的.何谓快乐?...该哭的时候哭,该笑的时候笑,我看那才是段有味道的人生.

生活是不可能完美的,那这完美的定义也因人而定. 有些人只要求简简单单,找份工养个家庭就美满人生;那又有些人眼中只有奋斗,一步接一步,默默根云还是平步青云但始终回答不到最简单的一句: 你想要什么? 可能你我当中都不认为我们属于任何一端.. 那就会说那最常说的:搞点生意吧, 不想赚多,只想过个好活. 什么样的目标都好,最重要的还是: 月有阴晴圆缺.

三,四年前的你跟今天的你所交的人也不一样了,吸取的经验也因环境而变. 我的记忆中,人每三个月都会变一次,或多或少,最重要的一点还是: 你还是你吗?

有些人生活中经历了许多波折,许多高潮也陷入无比的谷点;家境稍微好的或许高潮比较多,相反的清寒的也许比较多谷底之类的遭遇.人生之所以有弹性最初的定义就好比这高低之分的波折,也是唯一逼使你我前进或堕落的推动力.当然,最可怕的并不是那谷底,而是被卡在那不上又不下的空间,一轮又一轮没有波动的生活恐怕就是尽头了.

试想想,一粒乒乓球能反弹的时刻也正如我们的高潮低潮. 如果被卡住,不是人生中的搁浅,那是什么?人生 最怕的万一就是这失去推动力的期间 - 一个神不知鬼不觉慢慢在你我思索中埋伏的恶魔.

当有一天,你我渐渐地发现这生活中没有了什么期望,没了寄托,一天换一天,又接着一丝丝肤浅满足感的时候 - 这搁浅就是梦想的末期。


那当然,我指的是,那时候的你我已被这物质社会说服了。恭喜来到这二十一世纪。


这就不如股票市场所表达的吗?
Chart adapted from sg.finance
 一位已故的音乐老师曾为我写一句:路是人走出来的。
我深深地还记住, 我想,
路是人走出来的,人生正是走出来的路;
可人不是走出来的路,因为它失去了人生。
你还是你。 

Sunday, September 18, 2011

#Let me be clear on my view, Penang

It seems that my previous entries have confused many, as I tended to write obscurely which explained my preference to leave a sense of suspension among the readers. Let me be clear, let me be clear of what I wanted to say.



Virtual Space
 The world has been advancing faster than one would ever thought as we can see in the past few years. The spur of touchable screens, customized apps brought to the information flooding in our daily life. To some extents, boundaries of things have been blurred. Now one pans around the googlemap while finding his way, be the first one to obtain discount vouchers via apps, shop online and get your goods delivered to your doorstep. See - we need more spaces than ever, ironically not the physical space (well on the larger whole, sharp population increase still causes spatial & resources demands) but a virtual one. Feel tired stalking on Facebook? No problem get yourself refreshed in the Google +. But why exactly did we sign up in the first place?
- We have come to a point whereby consuming our own needs is indispensable. Just like my urge to share with you in my personal cosy little e-space here, someone else is tweeting and chatting away on Facebook.


Now retailers are cracking their brain juices not to send the best sandwich-men to the bus stations but how to reach us from the seemingly intangible wireless network. I know this sounds cliche. But what are we talking here? The space. Retailers hunger for a new space - the virtual space as much as they wish for a real premise in the neighborhood plaza. The magic of mathematics further proved them right, they needn't risk any of their assets.
And this space emanates from us - the consumers, for our response on their tactics. A perfectly sound economic model.

Perhaps Maslow's hierarchy explains this better. We are always moving up the pyramid. We need shelter, therefore we built the houses. Now we need a medium of expression and consumption, so we constructed the virtual space.




Physical Space
Our needs for physical spaces have certainly made an impact on the culture. We know meaningful old houses were torn down to make way for the new alien-looking ones. Think about this: Putting ourselves in the shoes of tourists, we often assume that we need to cater a handful of hotel spaces for them so we are profited from their arrival. They are here to see our culture, our history, the everyday life that we are living with. Now that we have torn down every row of shophousess, the Wembley cinema at Noordin street, 春满园 and places, just to make sure the incoming tourists enjoy maximum comfort. Why beating our own noses? definitely not for pleasure huh.
The capitalist called it the demise of old buildings, gone are the days of poverty and backward when investment makes wonders. Policy makers nodding away knowing top-down control is a plausible move. They too, envisioned their version of futurists Penang.
Maslow was right, the society needs security too.

While Noordin street undergoes its Plastic Surgery to be the new mini mid-valley, I do question if we are creating History? or simply deleting the Social Memories?







On one hand we are craving for virtual space, on the other hand we are forgetting the physical space.

Someone once said, Historic buildings are quite often sick too. So then they need to be removed. 

 oh well,
Architects are not Doctors, they fell sick too. 



 we are ostriches...




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